Never Took The Time

Never took the time, it’s an Akon’s song on his new CD. It’s about a man who’s left by his girl. He says that she never took the time to know him, while he needs her love.

I just found that my relationship fell apart when I heard that song for the first time. Without any doubt I agreed with Akon, yeah yeah he never took the time to know me. I wanted to shout at him and asked, “Don’t you know that I love you?”. I wanted him to know how hurt it was knowing him walked away and left me behind.

Then I was toying with my noisy mind. Why I blamed him for his attitude? Why I blamed him for leaving me? Why I blamed him for not taking the time to know me? What if it’s me who didn’t give him the chance to know me? What if it’s me who drew the line? What if it’s me who didn’t want to disclose myself to him?

It’s easier to blame on someone else for the hurt we get, instead of being true to ourselves.

Dedicated for someone who inspires me. Let’s find an eraser and erase that line