Together because We are Not Together

I have received a new testimony from a friend “always being there for each other, but never together”. That testimony makes me smile, indeed he makes me smile all the time. What he says makes me think about how true it is, sometimes we can be so close to someone without being physically close. So, there is no personal attachment, no too much demands from both parties and so on.

A few while later, I told my dearly someone that I missed him badly, he said that he missed me too. However when I told him that I wish I could be with him more, he said that it might be bad for us. I don’t know, maybe it’s true, maybe we’ll get bored to each other easily and wish to return to our previous lifestyle. Or maybe some relationships work well because there is distance between the parties, so they can long to each other.

I recall my first puppy love memories when I was 11. I had a crush to my senior, I was blushing when he looked at me. I barely could speak a word when his buddies mocked us. I kept that feeling for 6 years, even after I moved to different place (holly crap…). There wasn’t any fight, just sweet platonic love. All was perfect, I could imagine him the way I wanted. It was such a wonderful dream (just don’t expect me doing the same thing anymore, I’m not that naive now ^_^), indeed it might be perfect because it’s only in my mind. If my family didn’t move to a different place, I might have a different story about him.

The way an Adam told me how he enjoyed spending time with an Eve and treasures all memories. Then he decided to leave that Eve to avoid horrible memories in the future. He wanted to keep his memories with that Eve and didn’t want to challenge them. He said he wanted to keep smiling when he remembers her. Poor Eve, she didn’t know what to say when it happened and let him walked away. I hope she will by chance read this, then smile with her lovely smile and thanks God for letting him go. So she could keep her wonderful memories with her Adam.

A geek told me that life will find the way, and I said love will find a way. What about love life? Sucks as usual, especially when someone you love tells you that he doesn’t have any love life.