For the man i love most
You took a piece of me when you left, with a deep of sorrow in my heart. I’m so hollow. There are times when I miss you badly. There are times when I want to talk to you and lean my head on your shoulder. There are times when I want to be in your arms. There are times when I want to tell you how tired I am. I often hope that one day I will see you again, meet you in real, not merely in my dreams.
It’s been almost 5 years since you have gone. I keep telling myself that I got through it all. I can live my life without having you here with me. But it’s not true. It’s all a lie. Life has changed, it’s not the same anymore. Life was so easy when I had you beside me. Don’t you know that I miss you badly? Don’t you realize that I still need you here beside me? Don’t you know that I am craving to see you? I just simply want to tell you how much I love, miss and need you.
I miss the way you stroked my hair. I miss the way you hugged me and told me how proud you were with me. I miss the way you kissed and caressed me. No one would do the same to me, no…there is no other else. I wouldn’t find the love like you gave me, a beautiful unconditional love.
Tell me how can I stop my tears drop? Tell me what am I supposed to do to heal the wound after you left me? Do you know how many nights I cried, longed for you to come back? I shouted and cried, but you never come again. It hurts me badly. Even worse, I know that it’s not your fault for not being with me anymore. I know the time had come for you to leave, but it hurts. Whom I should cry to?
Heavy rain outside, but this time rain doesn’t wash my tears away. It doesn’t stop me missing you. Deep down, I long for you, crying for you to come back to me. God, why You let him went away? Couldn’t You stop him and let him be with me a bit longer?
It’s been almost 5 years since you have gone. I keep telling myself that I got through it all. I can live my life without having you here with me. But it’s not true. It’s all a lie. Life has changed, it’s not the same anymore. Life was so easy when I had you beside me. Don’t you know that I miss you badly? Don’t you realize that I still need you here beside me? Don’t you know that I am craving to see you? I just simply want to tell you how much I love, miss and need you.
I miss the way you stroked my hair. I miss the way you hugged me and told me how proud you were with me. I miss the way you kissed and caressed me. No one would do the same to me, no…there is no other else. I wouldn’t find the love like you gave me, a beautiful unconditional love.
Tell me how can I stop my tears drop? Tell me what am I supposed to do to heal the wound after you left me? Do you know how many nights I cried, longed for you to come back? I shouted and cried, but you never come again. It hurts me badly. Even worse, I know that it’s not your fault for not being with me anymore. I know the time had come for you to leave, but it hurts. Whom I should cry to?
Heavy rain outside, but this time rain doesn’t wash my tears away. It doesn’t stop me missing you. Deep down, I long for you, crying for you to come back to me. God, why You let him went away? Couldn’t You stop him and let him be with me a bit longer?
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