The Rain Kills Me More Than My Stilettos Do

Raining outside, it is killing me, worse than my high heel stilettos. I can take off my stilettos, but I cannot stop the rain. It was also raining when he left me. It was cloudy when I knew he was gone, and heavy rain after I departed him, the man I love most.

He was the man who gave me all the love that I need. He supported me, showered me with his endless love and care. What else I could ask for when I had him beside me? Nothing, simply nothing at all. He protected me, he was my guardian angel. I could tell him everything, happiness, sadness, angers and fears. I didn’t have to pretend to be someone else. I didn’t realize how much I needed him until he has gone. He left me hollow.

Sitting in my room, remembering about him, the man I love most. I cannot explain how much I miss him. My world has changed without him beside me. All I can say is daddy I miss you.