A Sinner

I am awake when I dream, I dream when awake. I am lost in nowhere but my reality. I use my standard ever since I think I am smart and wise. I disgrace they who are ugly, less fortunate, fool and awkward.

I judge they who think in a different way and have different opinion as stubborn and dumb. I do not let others to have their opinion. They simply are less brilliance as I am, who could they be better than me? They do not know what the Lord has spoken to people. They ignore the heavenly laws, therefore they are sinners. They are allowed to judge. I am a guardian of Heavenly laws. I am a blessed person so I have privilege to show the sinners how disgrace they are. I am allowed to punish and label, the way I am allowed to tell others what to do and how to think. It’s simply because I am a devoted believer of Heavenly laws.

Sigh…and I cry deep down…how many of us think this way? I look at the mirror and see a sinner. I cry for what I have done. I cry for how I disgrace and judge others. I am a sinner. I never meet the Heavenly Ruler, how could I acclaim that I am Her guardian of laws? And I cry for the tears dropped because of me.